This is a story about Gerard, who is trying to live in his passion, you may not know him he is not famous,
Monday, December 05, 2005
So Im Back...Where had I been...
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Is it Saturday...Oh Gosh I forget the day....
Today I woke up and chatted with Suzanne and Aunty U-nga(Don't know the real spelling). They are now at Houston, Texas. They seem enjoy during the Thanks Giving Celebration. I also chatted in Yahoo Messenger with Aunty Flocy she suggested Aunty Jay to go out at Dedap to eat Pan Mien...so I joined.
Just now, Aunty Jay and I went to Aunty Flocy house. Aunty Flocy, Aunty Jay and I went out to Dedap and Giant supermarket...Nothing fun there... really!
well I am planning to write my blog about my game Project. i am planning to create a RPG 2 d game... So, I 'll write the progress here.hope I could my game completely.

This is my game making screenshot...I am using RM2k3 program to make it.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
My computer...problem
When I first bought my computer, I hate it because the quality and the usage weren't in my expectation. But then after complaining, the dealer promise to upgrade it with few cost to ful fil the requirement of a good PC...so spend for RM225, I could have my mother board change from the unknown Perx to Gigabyte type, Both Cd Rom and Cd-R rom were change to DVD combo, my CPU was change from the Stupid bad tempered Intel Celeron D 2.53 Ghz to the bright cool AMD Sempron 2800++ with 1.62 Ghz frequency. Also I had my memory changed from 256 mb and 126 mb ddr 266 which equal to 318 mb ddr 266 to the famous and favorite 512mb ddr 400 double sided ram...huh....satisfied.

My computer at UTM...Haven't change anything yet... So lousy...and my room was so messy
But the problem comes again, the computer will restart by itself- autorestart after I played for more than an hours...especially when I played computer games. I didn't contact the dealer until i came back from UTM after my exam. But it come to the worst part when last night, a pop up from microsoft website inquire me to update some file of my window....well why not?
But then when I restart my computer after finished installing, there it go....the computer keep of cycling itself....it auto restart without reaching window...waaaaahhhh.
So I contacted the dealer...Kenny a good chinese guy but speak english to me. Now "Virginio"(my computer name) is at the XP computer cyber cafe for reformatting....sobx sobx sobx relax virginio, I know you can do it....Hope the problem will get fixed forever.
Another A....????
it was quite interesting and convinient when I could checked my exam result just through the internet. By God Love..I got another A...for english.
the weigh for english is 2 it is quit helpful...but my Computer programming, I got A-. Heaven why minus. Last time I checked the noticed board of Mr. Rosli(a computer programming lecturer) Office, I still believe what i saw. It was printed there I got A. Not A-. Ok then I shouldn't mad because this result just my luck. I didn't work hard. Anyway I still concerned my other subjects result......
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Oh dear....
This is the pic of Miss Malaysia 2002. 
"At 24, Mabel's the managing director of three companies employing a total of 70 people in skills training, cosmetics, and beverage distribution, whose "greatest satisfaction" comes "when you're able to manage everything, create a good system and retain staff"."


Audrey is studying in Auckland, New Zealand. final year maybe. Ok lar I am getting tired to write about her....I know her much more but don't dare to write... Here's her blog address
http://www.20six.co.uk/MsAudreyc/
Ok then. Oh ya forget to tell you guys the unimportant things...She my cousin....
UPSR
Then I used the mineral water which I bought last night to brush my awaiting smelly teeth and wash my oily just waken face. Heaven then you must be wondering why was I using the mineral water. This house water supply had been disconnected for some dillema reason. It is not they can't afford it but just some other reason. It is better to used the clean but expensive spritzer mineral water because yesterday I used the rain water. While it fall, I raise my open face up palm to capture the clean naturally disstilled water (a bit chillie sauce of scientific for a french fries of literature) and wash incompletely unsatisfiedly unenoughly of liquid to my face and mouth. I also take some of the water from the drain to get more water. I really hope I am ok. right after that I began to online...I tried Yahoo messenger for the first time and use the voice chat. I chatted with Aunty Jay who was actually just right next to my left and also with Aunty Ann who was still in office hour working(I think she had some free time). Aunty Ann informed me that Cindy(a girl cousin mix Dusun and Sino Kadazan) her daughter got only 1 A in Malay Language comprehension and C's for the other four for her UPSR.
Well I guess it was because all of her daughters name started with letter C. She said it was a medium result and it was ok. She also continued with Chaston(a boy cousin mix Thai and Sino Kadazan) result which she was inform by Aunty Yeeyin 2B, 2C, and 2D (I think I miss one more). And lastly Ashley get 2A's and I forgot the others. Overall I'm quite twisted, is UPSR getting tougher? I still remember mine was tremendously dissapointing to myself and my unseen dignity. I only get 2 A's (English Language and Malay Language Comprehension), 2 C's(Science and Chinese Language Composition), and what frighten me so much that time was my 2 D's result (D is failed for UPSR) which I got for Malay Language Composition and Chinese Language Comprehension. One more was Mathematics, where was it? what was the result? I never know. It never come out. We'd been told that the paper lost and it was founded and they needed time to checked it. Huh! what a tragedy, but this wasn't the main factor that worried me. The Chinese Language was no big deal but Malay Language...! Because according to the unfair and unconsiderate ministry of education, those who failed the national language in UPSR from non-malay school have to sit for Removal Class...yes I cried almost every second for the first three months during removing class in my secondary school. So, there was I, spending one precious year in the removing class. Too much to say...better stop.
This is the photo when I first reach Aunty Jay's House at JB...Everyone seem very happy. Is it truely happyAnother thing was I sang in Yahoo messenger and asked my audience to judge my voice. I sang Flying Without Wings but only the first verse. Aunty Jay gave me 6/10 but Aunty Ann can hardly hear my voice. I sang few times but no use.
My stomach is very hungry in this crissis house...God please help us...! may this problem solve immediately...i understand what is happening in this house but don't dare to talk about it...I just ask for you tenderness, your generousity to give use the holy spirit to overcome the cissis in the happy suppose to be family. May Jesus Christ hear my prayer. Amen
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
My First Post
I am in my Aunt's house now...nothing to do. Here got trouble but I still want to stay here...I wanted to see and help if i could...I don't want to talk about it...
what's my plan for semester break...first I'm going to find a job. To cover up next semester fee..I still don't know how much is the fee...hope it is cheap...
This is the last photo taken at my friend's room...that guy is Dee... a good friend.
Monday, November 21, 2005
my last post from UTM for this semester
This would be my last post to my blog from UTM network because the semested had come to end...I have to get out off here and waited for the next semester.
@My last exam...
Soil Mechanic...killed me...I am dead now...I didn't sleep last night for I study the whole chapters but useless because last minute don't work in Univercity, the question was changed to a bit higher level...but I still hope to get at least 2.00 point for soil mechanic...
@My VB result...
I predicted that VB result must had been out at the lecturer notice board because the final exam result for Applied Mechanic which thought by the same lecturer had come out...after the the cold war on snow breezing soil mechanic exam I went to check it out...a lot of students was there too...
850617125171 A
I couldn't see clearer so I checked again, now with wide eyes opened...
850617125171 A
congratulation to myself...I got A for Computer programming subject just as what I hope and only could anticipate for.
@Going back
so I'll go back to my Aunt's house...for the Holiday...actually I had Aiesec conference-NLDS...But I wanna cancel it though I already paid RM90 for the registration...I don't care what I want is to rest for the whole day of my U break...
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Done...
Saturday, November 19, 2005
I helped Jimmy. Where is Ben! My last coming Exam!
I woke very late just now...where it was 11.30 am but I wanted to stay relax...then I realized that I had procrastinated Jimmy's Errand to me which I supposed to settle down yesterday...but i didn't because I feel very bad about my Calculus exam and I had no mood to be good, I didn't go to church as well......(Picture left: Jimmy...He is a good guy...very good.)
So, I went to his room which were unoccupied since yesterday because he already went back to his hometown...I started by carrying two medium size heavy boxes and one medium size luggage....carried them one by one to a store which is situated about 400 m from the room....I sweat a lot and easily tired cause I hadn't get any of my meal yet I only had some biscuits for last night meal. I helped him to registered his stuff and upsed his money he gave me last time to pay for the fee to keep our stuff in that store...Next i helped him to confirm the check out document at our college office...Luckily both store and office still opened...
So last on e was to passed the CD's and DVD's to his friends...later....lorrrrr haha. I hadn't reload my phone so I can't contact them...Jimmy keeps remind me about this task well he promised to CHIA me...meant to spend me...hehe....
No I m in the library writing this...Ya.. what the heaven happened to Ben...from Singapore...he didn't contact me...he supposed to stay one more night with me last night but he didn't come...I guess he felt boring in my place...well he had his right....I think he is on his way now back to KL...I just hope that he will send me the photo from his Digital camera....
Today I hoep to revise Soil mechanic to get ready for tomorrow exam...final and last exam then I'll go back to my aunt house....Good Luck to my self
Calculus
Ben Patrick did a what he pacted without a trick
So what He brought me 4 good CDs...this rhino look alike boy are predictable sometimes. japanese songs...cool at least i'll some source about the Japs Entertainment industry...He introduced me Bitorrean...somehintg like that. It is utilised extremely good in downloading. i'll make sure myself to use that program...
Oh ya ... Ben and i had our night at Jimmy's room because I don't want to disturb Brendan...and Jimmy actually going back soon. Ben brought his Sony 4,++megapixel digital camera...Jimmy help me in my photo shoot session...cool but I only can see two of the pictures are nice...hope Ben could email me those pic....hehe...thanks to both of them....
well what Ben comment about me....Damn him he asked why did I write a blog...a diary type of blog...ya... he is right. Perhaps I should have change them into a project or self progressing type of blog..ok cool with that Idea. Next he openly said that I seem to be like a gay....shit..This week two of my friends said that to me...Shit. Just shit...I don't know what to say...
Then Jimmy gaves me some errand to do...too many but I think got to handle them now...
Thursday, November 17, 2005
my soil mechanic carry mark
I woke in morning very late today...Im so lazy.How am I going to get better...
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
I dreamt ghost last night
suddenly I dreamt something dark place...I saw like my family members like my brother and my elder sister....then suddenly my sister face slowly become frightening...teribble...actually still the same, she wasn't turn into something but her eyes keeps staring at me and it become bigger and darker eyedlid....huh, to my desperation I can't move nor scream....I try to fight few times....force myself to move but fail...suddenly i woke up and scream twice...not so loud larrrr. then I looked at my roommate in the dark, he was still asleep..huh luckily...then I laugh and get myself back to sleep and didn't remember what i dreamt after that. Actually, i like such dream, hope to dream such horror again.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
The beautiful photo....
Well this cute baby...(I think so much that they are cute). if you don't-Get lost...The standing one is Lora(the aunty) and the still milk baby is Jill(the Huminodun). they are the future mischievious children of the family after the previous generation--the previous one supposed to be the group of children after me....for example...Chaston, Cindy, bext, casey,and others....Hehe. Then before that I proudly admitted that my generation----Me, Izaac, Alex, Idel, Gideon, Norbert, Gilda, Bella, Ivan, Audrey and CC....too much memory...hope it stay on my mind forever...especially the things I like.
Model Pictures....
Tuesday...2 more papers to go...
so Im in the library, typing my blog...actually i help dee to get some wedding mdidi. becasue she will be playing guitar for a wedding ceremony in his church don't know when......a bit help for him to get the idea of what is a wedding song like...
study...study...not so bad truly....but i just study/revise the basic....
change for my blog, i already submitted for friendster blog but i'll on ly write about friend in there.
my new hair style.. you can't see the shape here...but it is real punk or Beckham styleMy new hair...not really new... it is almost one week already... I like it...it cost me RM20 for it...but to0 stylish- Beckham style... well at least people say it is cool, smart, wow....or something like that. but I dont have eanough gel to keep it in shape...wahhh gotta study...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
So it is Nov...exam and Holiday...
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Brian and I-Hotmailing
Thanksss....
I feel u are the great. but u r far.If u r near, I'm sure I wont let my self bullied.anyway, after reading ur Long msg, I have to be strong. my comp.
I actually tried to solve themit is easy. I went to my aunt (Aunty Angie- the onewho sell me the computer if you remember my blog lar)so, complain everything, then she came with the computer technician then they said they want to change everything. today at 5.30pm it suppose to be done already. what most important I change to AMDSempron 3000-if I was not wrong. I think it good.Like urs AMD. Now we have same brand of 'Electric Brain'
About my friend, I finally speak out what i don't like.It Great though my coward mind feel guilty and regret they never took any advantage already. haha. satisfied.
Wah u work! good I never thought u are goin to work.It is surprising. As b4 ur parents won't allowed u.i've been a food runner, waiter, beverage runnersales assistant, and I think im very good in them..Because I had a good attitude. To make it short I also know u also can do it because lokyukian have.that value..hadrworking, follow the time and initiative.I wonder how would you looked when you wearing the shop uniforms. must be smart right... i hope u'll work long there cause i confirm will go to selangor at the end of Nov Until earliy of Dec.
Hey you didn't mention anything about the videoclip that i asked...I understand lor, if you don't want to give. it is ok. but I also want to make a good one,using my computer lor..
Well I still remembered used the word 'unplug' last time to refer to our(me teck u) friendship...now u used it then again. u are great man. Ok then I need to go.
>From: brian chia <bctk0617@yahoo.co.uk>>
To: "gered j.jf" <rpoyomega@hotmail.com>>
Subject: Re: Short message>
Date: Wed, 2 Nov 2005 06:34:18 +0000 (GMT)>>
Hi , read a bit about your blog, so you are not>satisfy with your com. come on lah, nothing is>perfect, my com also hang what.but what you can do is>to maintain your com and get rid all the junk inside>your com. for what? to make it run faster of course.>always make sure to run disk defragement and disk>clean up . they can make your com faster, and delete>or uninstall those program that you never or dont>really need. well keep it in the com also useless>what. still can install it when needed. and your>fucking friends who always take advantage on you, just>unplug them( dont make friend with them) what for have>a friend that only what benefit from you. if you are>in trouble , see if they willing to help. there are>plenty of people outside there that you can make>friend and help each other, if you can not manage them>, tell me , i try to come to utm and kick their ass.>but im sure you can manage it, we come so far from>sabah ,where can let them bully us. kampate ok!!!!!>anyway im working in mid valley now, as a food server,>part time but very challenging, as it is>a very luxurious restaurant, its name is chilis bar>and grill. take care ok , keep in touch.
"gered j.jf" <rpoyomega@hotmail.com> wrote:
Hola....Salamat for your message ok...
I didn'teceived any msg from otherss
then all of a sudden....YOU
OK then keep it easy lor
you finished ur exam already..Enjoy
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you haven't visit my Blog right!?
now you have time...com'on
http://www.greatgerard.blogspot.com/
You'll know how's my life...Idup or mati...Matee
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Give me the video clips you had made...
why? is it copy right...
or you don't like the urself acting inside it.
Come on! I Won't let other people see.
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May Jesus Bless you bye...
From: brian chia <bctk0617@yahoo.co.uk
To: "gered j.jf" <rpoyomega@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: smiling Gerard. Don't comment.
Date: Mon, 31 Oct 2005 13:42:38 +0000 (GMT)
hi, masih hidup kah, ha ha , i dont know what to say
should say good luck in your exam, i just finish exam,
very happy, ok, when you wan to visit me , tell me k.
take care, and sorry for the short text. cos i lazy to
type(too honest)
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