Everyone going home.
But, not the students.
Their bus will come late.
So, they'll find food.
Dinner at Taman University.
In a chinese food shop.
Ordering for pork meal.
Sweet and sour pork.
Together with rice.
Sit in combined table.
Big table, big group.
Chat while waiting.
Laughing at themself.
only time for enjoy.
Fernella and SylVy.
Two funny girls.
Any boy will fear.
Their speaked words.
lacked of manners.
in horrible ways.
But never a gossip.
Yet, it's merrier.
Later, the bus come.
They'll talk there.
Never stop, never.
until reach hostel.
that's after mass.
15 Jan 2006 Sunday.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Church
The house of God.
two months of my truancy.
Skudai Christian Centre.
A Roman Catholic's church.
A shop-like small chapel.
Can't find any better.
Small but never full.
mostly UTM parishioner.
Students from Borneo.
Come for saturday evening.
English and Malay Mass.
As an understandable mass.
Early comers may sit anyway.
Any seats for everyone.
The right-front are choir's.
Choir who are also student.
Left side seated by students.
The Mid maybe the anyone.
Choir still doing practice.
Guitar, Organ as music.
Singing the common songs.
Those who had nothing to do.
who are mostly early comers.
Will chat until mass started.
The process is all the same.
Hymns, slightly different.
Three weekly bible readings.
Collection only done once.
Important Holy Communion.
Announcement and Conclusion.
Everyone's seem very happy.
Happy with the good news.
Happy the mass is ended.
It's time to go home.
They'll spread good news.
Until the next Saturday.
15 Jan 2006
two months of my truancy.
Skudai Christian Centre.
A Roman Catholic's church.
A shop-like small chapel.
Can't find any better.
Small but never full.
mostly UTM parishioner.
Students from Borneo.
Come for saturday evening.
English and Malay Mass.
As an understandable mass.
Early comers may sit anyway.
Any seats for everyone.
The right-front are choir's.
Choir who are also student.
Left side seated by students.
The Mid maybe the anyone.
Choir still doing practice.
Guitar, Organ as music.
Singing the common songs.
Those who had nothing to do.
who are mostly early comers.
Will chat until mass started.
The process is all the same.
Hymns, slightly different.
Three weekly bible readings.
Collection only done once.
Important Holy Communion.
Announcement and Conclusion.
Everyone's seem very happy.
Happy with the good news.
Happy the mass is ended.
It's time to go home.
They'll spread good news.
Until the next Saturday.
15 Jan 2006
Do you Believe...
Do you believe the existance of God?
God, the creator of everythings.
If you believe, that's really good.
If you don't, leave it to me.
I'll prove to you in short time.
Open your eyes and look there.
Yes! you can see a long way road.
Stubborn hazel still stone on it.
Have you ever wonder of one question?
who put that stone on that road?
So what is you answer?...
No, not exist by itself
Well, whatever or whoever is it.
There must be something or someone.
try to make a general deduction.
Who put our earth in this universe?
Someone, something or some-One?
Yeah,what or who ever it is.
He is God and I had prove it.
Do you believe the existance of God?
14 Jan 2006 - it's been months uncle Desmond told me this.
God, the creator of everythings.
If you believe, that's really good.
If you don't, leave it to me.
I'll prove to you in short time.
Open your eyes and look there.
Yes! you can see a long way road.
Stubborn hazel still stone on it.
Have you ever wonder of one question?
who put that stone on that road?
So what is you answer?...
No, not exist by itself
Well, whatever or whoever is it.
There must be something or someone.
try to make a general deduction.
Who put our earth in this universe?
Someone, something or some-One?
Yeah,what or who ever it is.
He is God and I had prove it.
Do you believe the existance of God?
14 Jan 2006 - it's been months uncle Desmond told me this.
...a peaceful night.
Tommorow is Saturday.
Church, I must go.
now listening to music.
I'll be there song.
sang in various versions.
Jackson 5 and Mariah Carey.
Last but newest, westlife.
nice and sweet love song.
Never able to sing it.
It's 1.43 am Satuday.
Studying Mathematics.
Differential Equation.
I'm lack of fundamental.
I wished to revise.
revise means look back,
But in front of me...
and on shoulders of me.
full of yesterday works.
it's a wasted Friday.
I overslept till noon.
wasted the free moment.
Friday is my free day,
Yet I didn't appreciate it.
Games instead of study.
So be it, it's over.
I have to pay back tonight
.....what a peaceful night.
1.53 am-saturday 14 Jan 2006.
Church, I must go.
now listening to music.
I'll be there song.
sang in various versions.
Jackson 5 and Mariah Carey.
Last but newest, westlife.
nice and sweet love song.
Never able to sing it.
It's 1.43 am Satuday.
Studying Mathematics.
Differential Equation.
I'm lack of fundamental.
I wished to revise.
revise means look back,
But in front of me...
and on shoulders of me.
full of yesterday works.
it's a wasted Friday.
I overslept till noon.
wasted the free moment.
Friday is my free day,
Yet I didn't appreciate it.
Games instead of study.
So be it, it's over.
I have to pay back tonight
.....what a peaceful night.
1.53 am-saturday 14 Jan 2006.
Tooth Paste
Tooth Paste.
Had you figure out?
had you experienced it?
had you tried it?
Morning without it.
12 Jan 2006
Had you figure out?
had you experienced it?
had you tried it?
Morning without it.
12 Jan 2006
The rainy night.
my brain have problem.
He doesn't want to study.
it keep on thinking.
Flashing back the past.
weakening the pounding heart.
Slowing the blood circulate.
loosening the muscles.
my brain, I blamed.
had become so stubborn.
Maybe it turned stupid.
Why can't I control him.
I can't control any side.
live with too emotional.
too weak and fragile.
How I wish I could start.
make the first move.
move to open the book.
sit and study steadily.
fill him until the morning.
ok, talk nonsense no more.
just walk the talk. Start!
He doesn't want to study.
it keep on thinking.
Flashing back the past.
weakening the pounding heart.
Slowing the blood circulate.
loosening the muscles.
my brain, I blamed.
had become so stubborn.
Maybe it turned stupid.
Why can't I control him.
I can't control any side.
live with too emotional.
too weak and fragile.
How I wish I could start.
make the first move.
move to open the book.
sit and study steadily.
fill him until the morning.
ok, talk nonsense no more.
just walk the talk. Start!
Untitled...
Please don't find me.
I am lacked of what you have
Just leave me alone in this room
the dark room with only me.
there's no one could go in.
I won't allowed anyone.
I am sicked, please leave me.
Don't be so nice to me.
I won't be please with you.
No you don't understand.
Perhaps maybe but please don't
I don't wish to seek any help.
Don't try to understand me.
I don't want you to know.
It's in me for so long.
Let it be only in me alone.
Alone with my self with it.
live the life like this forever.
I am lacked of what you have
Just leave me alone in this room
the dark room with only me.
there's no one could go in.
I won't allowed anyone.
I am sicked, please leave me.
Don't be so nice to me.
I won't be please with you.
No you don't understand.
Perhaps maybe but please don't
I don't wish to seek any help.
Don't try to understand me.
I don't want you to know.
It's in me for so long.
Let it be only in me alone.
Alone with my self with it.
live the life like this forever.
ransacked!
What's an unworthy to be trusted.
The blue locker was opened without key.
Everything's still endangerly fine.
But he'd targetted what's interesting.
The 6 cm radius plate in the blue box.
He searched for what's black recorded.
He found them, a lot of them.
He's glad and there he fulfil himself.
He put it back improperly in the box.
inappropriate way as easily to be known.
to be spotted as they were disturbed.
Later when everything seem to be normal.
The boy as the owner come back very late
Owner knew it and don't like it.
Owner regretted not to keep it safely.
now he'd been labelled as a supplier.
now then he keep it in safer spot.
at least for this after tracked moment.
11 Jan 2006
The blue locker was opened without key.
Everything's still endangerly fine.
But he'd targetted what's interesting.
The 6 cm radius plate in the blue box.
He searched for what's black recorded.
He found them, a lot of them.
He's glad and there he fulfil himself.
He put it back improperly in the box.
inappropriate way as easily to be known.
to be spotted as they were disturbed.
Later when everything seem to be normal.
The boy as the owner come back very late
Owner knew it and don't like it.
Owner regretted not to keep it safely.
now he'd been labelled as a supplier.
now then he keep it in safer spot.
at least for this after tracked moment.
11 Jan 2006
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Sensitive issue... I know but...I'm Curious.
Today 12 Jan 2006, I was supposed to get my long nap for th whole afternoon, but I forget my key in my room. So I went to the library and slept uncomfortably there. Despite a weary and sleepy physical, I still managed to get myself sit still and surt the internet. Thanks, Jesus Christ.
Ok ok....Let me explain why I surf such probihited to discuss (at least in my area) document in the internet...It is very sensitive and usually our mind we automatically blocked from searching such 'illegal' file due to religious faith or something else.
But, i felt that the few years back I was wondering about it. I am not faith ful to my own religion....it's true. Why?
there's a malay proverb "tak kenal, maka tak cinta."(any appropriate word to translate this? - if you don't know, you won't love it.) was almost perfectly describe why i don't really being faithful to God.
Yet, I just learned some issue that had quite related to religion recently from my Aunties- the Princess Diana, The Da Vinci Code, Nostrasdamus and so on. That's really burned my starter to make a move to break the normal thinking into super curious.
ok, I just found two website:
http://www.answering-islam.org/
http://www.answering-christianity.com/ac.htm
I don't think I would have the time to read all of them. I just wanna mention that I found the answering-christianity.com first and I read more from it. I really hate it....
For those who haven't ready to face such issue please leave. Hehe....
Ok ok....Let me explain why I surf such probihited to discuss (at least in my area) document in the internet...It is very sensitive and usually our mind we automatically blocked from searching such 'illegal' file due to religious faith or something else.
But, i felt that the few years back I was wondering about it. I am not faith ful to my own religion....it's true. Why?
there's a malay proverb "tak kenal, maka tak cinta."(any appropriate word to translate this? - if you don't know, you won't love it.) was almost perfectly describe why i don't really being faithful to God.
Yet, I just learned some issue that had quite related to religion recently from my Aunties- the Princess Diana, The Da Vinci Code, Nostrasdamus and so on. That's really burned my starter to make a move to break the normal thinking into super curious.
ok, I just found two website:
http://www.answering-islam.org/
http://www.answering-christianity.com/ac.htm
I don't think I would have the time to read all of them. I just wanna mention that I found the answering-christianity.com first and I read more from it. I really hate it....
For those who haven't ready to face such issue please leave. Hehe....
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
4th of january~
Wednesday early morrow 2.45a.m. 4 jan 2006 still haven't sleep yet.
a bit feeling stressed when thinking about tutorial work... a lot of them and I haven't get any of the hand out.
Just felt very sleepy in every class.because that night i can't sleep - play game, learn Auto CAD and when i tried to sleep, my room mate XXX and I can't sleep. at 2 pm feeling much much more want to slumb. at about 3.20 pm the lecturer announced that there'll be no class on the next Monday and the class ended....You see it! I was like winning a jack pot...see delight with that announcement. So I planned to go back to Aunty Flocy House on Thursday afternoon and go back until UTM next wednesday, I hate thinking of goin back to UTM. Haha. Oh ya...without realizing why, I felt fresh and not sleepy anymore.
I just asked the approval from my academic advisor for taking the second year subject. I am going to be very busy this semester. One more thing that could have made me busy was the co-curriculum which I joined swimming. it started tommorow but I don't have any idea how to go to the MBJB larkin for trainning. huh!
Busy...How I wish I could just stay at home...doing nothing but feel relieve much more.
at 5.27 a.m. Still not sleeping. won't be sleeping lorr..Watching "Flying by Heart" While studying Applied Mechanics. ermm. i wonder how....?
I tried to do some of the question but failed lorrr...that really alarm me where am i now...
about 8 am I went to pay and settle my insert subject application...Lost RM25....
Money....I eat breakfast, a cheap and I considered as break lunch.
Today I had Ko-Q, co-curriculum and I got Swimming. I suppose to get ready at the Ko-Q department before 2 pm but due to overslept and uneffective alarm clock, I woke up at 1.55 pm and rushed out my room. On the way i met Kimberly Han, a sweet Chemical student whom I knew since 2002-work in the same hotel as a banquet, with her friends. So I slower my path, had simple chat with her and eventually missed the bus. A free fair bus specially for swimming trainee. waaaaaa! The officer suggested me to go to Larkin-the place where the trainning are held. Wait a minute....see when I looked at the time, it was only 2.02 p.m. I wonder why in no time, malaysians become so punctual.
So I made a promt decision to get there and first of all i got a taxi to Taman U. Taxi was prohibited by myself as 2006 resolution in planning to control my financial defisit but I broke it. lost Rm5.00. However taking taxi to Taman U was a big mistake actually, because at taman U, there is no bus going to Larkin. So in Taman U I took a JB bus for RM3.00.
Just about 5 minutes, I saw two busses which taking Pontian-Larkin at the back. So I get down from the bus-see wasted already, but I wanted to avoid too much time consumed before I reach Larkin. Then, how was my fate dilocated so badly when both busses didn't stop at the bus stop I was standing at. The Drivers weren't even looked at me who was waving hand at them. Ermm...
So I walk until I reached Skudai parade and get another Pontian-Larkin Bus for Rm2.00 as a fair. Then when i reached Larking I wasn't sure where is it....It was started rainning whereby I took people whom asked for direction, suggestion to take a taxi to go to Kolam renang MBJB Larkin. I got at the stall market back side taxi which I was told to be cheaper. ok rm4.00
Die... Die...after paying the taxi, I don't have enough money! for the month...now left rm2.00.
Ok the swimming lesson which the instructor was a cool young guy with a perfect swimming physical and he told me - the late comer to change before going into the pool....what pool was it?...the deepest was only 6 feet. I considered shallow.... So what I learn...two basic skill of floating...quite hard but I manage to confirmed my instructor of my understanding and ability during the test without any repeats.
Uh...after swim, my stomach, ache of hungriness, painful. So when I get back to UTM...this time by the no cost bus, I went straight to the ATM machine and withdraw my leftover cash....wah lau way....last rm50.......I stopped my plan to feed my stomach. went to the library, read news and write this....
Money......but I still stick to my plan for tomorrow, that is to go back to Aunty flocy house after class.
a bit feeling stressed when thinking about tutorial work... a lot of them and I haven't get any of the hand out.
Just felt very sleepy in every class.because that night i can't sleep - play game, learn Auto CAD and when i tried to sleep, my room mate XXX and I can't sleep. at 2 pm feeling much much more want to slumb. at about 3.20 pm the lecturer announced that there'll be no class on the next Monday and the class ended....You see it! I was like winning a jack pot...see delight with that announcement. So I planned to go back to Aunty Flocy House on Thursday afternoon and go back until UTM next wednesday, I hate thinking of goin back to UTM. Haha. Oh ya...without realizing why, I felt fresh and not sleepy anymore.
I just asked the approval from my academic advisor for taking the second year subject. I am going to be very busy this semester. One more thing that could have made me busy was the co-curriculum which I joined swimming. it started tommorow but I don't have any idea how to go to the MBJB larkin for trainning. huh!
Busy...How I wish I could just stay at home...doing nothing but feel relieve much more.
at 5.27 a.m. Still not sleeping. won't be sleeping lorr..Watching "Flying by Heart" While studying Applied Mechanics. ermm. i wonder how....?
I tried to do some of the question but failed lorrr...that really alarm me where am i now...
about 8 am I went to pay and settle my insert subject application...Lost RM25....
Money....I eat breakfast, a cheap and I considered as break lunch.
Today I had Ko-Q, co-curriculum and I got Swimming. I suppose to get ready at the Ko-Q department before 2 pm but due to overslept and uneffective alarm clock, I woke up at 1.55 pm and rushed out my room. On the way i met Kimberly Han, a sweet Chemical student whom I knew since 2002-work in the same hotel as a banquet, with her friends. So I slower my path, had simple chat with her and eventually missed the bus. A free fair bus specially for swimming trainee. waaaaaa! The officer suggested me to go to Larkin-the place where the trainning are held. Wait a minute....see when I looked at the time, it was only 2.02 p.m. I wonder why in no time, malaysians become so punctual.
So I made a promt decision to get there and first of all i got a taxi to Taman U. Taxi was prohibited by myself as 2006 resolution in planning to control my financial defisit but I broke it. lost Rm5.00. However taking taxi to Taman U was a big mistake actually, because at taman U, there is no bus going to Larkin. So in Taman U I took a JB bus for RM3.00.
Just about 5 minutes, I saw two busses which taking Pontian-Larkin at the back. So I get down from the bus-see wasted already, but I wanted to avoid too much time consumed before I reach Larkin. Then, how was my fate dilocated so badly when both busses didn't stop at the bus stop I was standing at. The Drivers weren't even looked at me who was waving hand at them. Ermm...
So I walk until I reached Skudai parade and get another Pontian-Larkin Bus for Rm2.00 as a fair. Then when i reached Larking I wasn't sure where is it....It was started rainning whereby I took people whom asked for direction, suggestion to take a taxi to go to Kolam renang MBJB Larkin. I got at the stall market back side taxi which I was told to be cheaper. ok rm4.00
Die... Die...after paying the taxi, I don't have enough money! for the month...now left rm2.00.
Ok the swimming lesson which the instructor was a cool young guy with a perfect swimming physical and he told me - the late comer to change before going into the pool....what pool was it?...the deepest was only 6 feet. I considered shallow.... So what I learn...two basic skill of floating...quite hard but I manage to confirmed my instructor of my understanding and ability during the test without any repeats.
Uh...after swim, my stomach, ache of hungriness, painful. So when I get back to UTM...this time by the no cost bus, I went straight to the ATM machine and withdraw my leftover cash....wah lau way....last rm50.......I stopped my plan to feed my stomach. went to the library, read news and write this....
Money......but I still stick to my plan for tomorrow, that is to go back to Aunty flocy house after class.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
all had started again.
New Year. My new year main resolution is to get a better grade in both semesters of 2006.
so What i did for welcoming 2006. I didn't do anything except play Dota. But uncle Desmond come to fetch us and we had a Mc Donald a Lunch and later Lance, Louis and I were brought to Uncle Clay's House to watch King Kong DVD. Nice Movie. Funny, exciting, thrilling and Sad.
as the time nearl 12 am(new Year)!! Uncle desmond brought us to Orange Cafe which almost full house and there were band singing on one corner.(We had invited Aunty Vianey, but decline as Lora also don't want to join-Just like me during Christmas. Hmmm!). we ate fried Chicken (If I was in Sabah i might had eat roasted Chicken wings.) . The 2006 year come and we had the chance to see fireworks everywhere. We had quite lot of chat about history, theory, famous people and world stories which nothing to do with Dota. So no barbecue for this new year but at least there is something happening in me.
After That Uncle Desmond wanted to play games but i insisted that I needed to go back, because I need to packed my stuff. So when we reach Aunty Flocy's house, there was few more fire Works on the new promising dark sky. Aunty Vianey also came out to see.
So, the first thing I did was had a wash. later Dota until the morning come. Hahaha. then I started to clean the house. I felt dizzy when I looked the house dirtiness, and i couldn't do it alone so I just did what i could...then a 1 pm I had a nap untill 5pm. Aunty Vianey woke up just the time when I was about to nap. then when I woke up, I played Dota but Lance and Louis weren't there. Then I packed my stuff...and at 9 pm I called the taxi using Aunty Vianey phone.
I felt very heavy heart actually to leave and to start college again. I just don't know why is it when I spend more time there the much more I don't want to leave (I still remember that I use to have such feeling during my primary school). I had skipped the whole classes for last week butI still feel very hard to get start. I really don't like UTM larrrr....If I dare to just quit like what Alex did to matriculation...but I know I won't. My inside was like very heavy but my mind keep telling me you better go sooner or you'll pay for it.
The Taxi come and loaded it with my stuff. With short good bye, I left the house without looking back. Hahaha....
At Utm...the taxi charged me Rm35 but I got rm30 later after telling him that it use to be rm25. Then problem come when my room was locked. I hate the feeling when there is people looking at me. So I sneaked in from the window and unpacked my stuff then sleep...
so What i did for welcoming 2006. I didn't do anything except play Dota. But uncle Desmond come to fetch us and we had a Mc Donald a Lunch and later Lance, Louis and I were brought to Uncle Clay's House to watch King Kong DVD. Nice Movie. Funny, exciting, thrilling and Sad.
as the time nearl 12 am(new Year)!! Uncle desmond brought us to Orange Cafe which almost full house and there were band singing on one corner.(We had invited Aunty Vianey, but decline as Lora also don't want to join-Just like me during Christmas. Hmmm!). we ate fried Chicken (If I was in Sabah i might had eat roasted Chicken wings.) . The 2006 year come and we had the chance to see fireworks everywhere. We had quite lot of chat about history, theory, famous people and world stories which nothing to do with Dota. So no barbecue for this new year but at least there is something happening in me.
After That Uncle Desmond wanted to play games but i insisted that I needed to go back, because I need to packed my stuff. So when we reach Aunty Flocy's house, there was few more fire Works on the new promising dark sky. Aunty Vianey also came out to see.
So, the first thing I did was had a wash. later Dota until the morning come. Hahaha. then I started to clean the house. I felt dizzy when I looked the house dirtiness, and i couldn't do it alone so I just did what i could...then a 1 pm I had a nap untill 5pm. Aunty Vianey woke up just the time when I was about to nap. then when I woke up, I played Dota but Lance and Louis weren't there. Then I packed my stuff...and at 9 pm I called the taxi using Aunty Vianey phone.
I felt very heavy heart actually to leave and to start college again. I just don't know why is it when I spend more time there the much more I don't want to leave (I still remember that I use to have such feeling during my primary school). I had skipped the whole classes for last week butI still feel very hard to get start. I really don't like UTM larrrr....If I dare to just quit like what Alex did to matriculation...but I know I won't. My inside was like very heavy but my mind keep telling me you better go sooner or you'll pay for it.
The Taxi come and loaded it with my stuff. With short good bye, I left the house without looking back. Hahaha....
At Utm...the taxi charged me Rm35 but I got rm30 later after telling him that it use to be rm25. Then problem come when my room was locked. I hate the feeling when there is people looking at me. So I sneaked in from the window and unpacked my stuff then sleep...
Friday, December 30, 2005
Year End.
So what am i going to plan for Tonight...
I hope that we the left over Sabahan people in JB manage to set a simple barbecue, knowing that everyone here have extremely financial inadequacy since we couldn't go back to our hometown.
Let's say a pack of chicken wing is Rm30, then Rm 10 for sausages and priceless gathering of the family member for new year...huh...quite cheap for a new year. But who is going to do the suggestioner...erm me! Let see if it happen to be a a little bit merrier new year or the dull null welcoming of 2006 like my 2005 Christmas....
I hope that we the left over Sabahan people in JB manage to set a simple barbecue, knowing that everyone here have extremely financial inadequacy since we couldn't go back to our hometown.
Let's say a pack of chicken wing is Rm30, then Rm 10 for sausages and priceless gathering of the family member for new year...huh...quite cheap for a new year. But who is going to do the suggestioner...erm me! Let see if it happen to be a a little bit merrier new year or the dull null welcoming of 2006 like my 2005 Christmas....
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Money! Money! Money! where's my Money~...
Ok This year starting my life in Johore expenditure...hmmm
Income RM
Work salary 500
Dad's provide 2000
Pre-PTPTN Loan 1500
Dad's Provide 300
1st PTPTN Loan 3360
Choir allowance 120
Mobile Phone Trade 50
Total 7830
Expenditure RM
Registration 2000
New Clothes 150
Top Up 200
Aiesecs 250
Transports 500
expensives stuff 2215
KL trip(thrice) 300
Melaka trip 30
Genting Trip 100
food 250
meal 600
books and notes 200
unclassified 600
Total 7395
Balance 435
So what the stuff that I considered expensive?
I had spend some dollars for
1)A Computer...ermmm
Ok this electric brain aka 'Virginio' was actually Rm1700 but after upgrade into better processor and other hardware, It is about Rm1900. It is very useful until now. But i bought it at the eleven hours so only one of my assignment was done with this baby.
2) New shoes
The Dr Cardin shoes costed me Rm90 after discounted. It was so funny-the real price is Rm140, but later when i went to KL 2 months after that I saw It is only RM65 in Berjaya Times Square. ermmm. later on i bought another pair DC brand cost me RM60 after bargaining in Chinese language. But this is a fake DC shoes, i know but it is cool.
3)10 Kg single Dumbell set.
you can't see it! It is only the case. ermm. Since I found out that my body need some work out, I bought this RM60 Dumbell. At first i was so dedicated to build my body (even Lance said he wanted a body like me when he is in my age) but during exam i gradually stopped and no more nice builded protein in me. Ermmm 2006 I'll try my best to work out daily.
4)the Sonico
Nice to show off without regret. A very painful process of making this sonico. It is hard to take care and not everyone knew it and i mostly cover sonico even i was in the washroom. Costed me RM60 after bargaining to the indian tattoo maker with his unclean tools.
5)oh ya one more the UTM suiter....RM45. It was very nice to show off with this suiter especially during th ICG in genting. Ho ho ho!
So I guess overall it is RM 2215...........
What is the unclassified things...
I don't know. ermmm toiletries, comics, piercing, sponsored friend, electrical item registration and others.
Balance
according to the calculation above, I suppose to have RM435. However I only have RM100 in my pocket and RM100 more in my account....RM200. Where is the others Rm235. I couldn't figured out what I had done to my money.
Summary/resolution
I need to control my expenditure. Next year no more expensive stuff. No more trip except cheaper and important visit. No more food, because i won't be bringing my cooker and mini fridge to UTM anymore. Control meal. No more Top Up because I already sold my mobile phone to Chelsea Amanda, my cousin. No more taxi except there are share among friends for the fair. No more expensive stuff as the previous one suppose to be enough already.
I made such resolution because of knowing that I will be only get less than RM2000 for the PTPTN loan. I wonder how much is the registration fees for the 2nd semester. Money! money! Money! Where's my money~...
Income RM
Work salary 500
Dad's provide 2000
Pre-PTPTN Loan 1500
Dad's Provide 300
1st PTPTN Loan 3360
Choir allowance 120
Mobile Phone Trade 50
Total 7830
Expenditure RM
Registration 2000
New Clothes 150
Top Up 200
Aiesecs 250
Transports 500
expensives stuff 2215
KL trip(thrice) 300
Melaka trip 30
Genting Trip 100
food 250
meal 600
books and notes 200
unclassified 600
Total 7395
Balance 435
So what the stuff that I considered expensive?
I had spend some dollars for
1)A Computer...ermmm
Ok this electric brain aka 'Virginio' was actually Rm1700 but after upgrade into better processor and other hardware, It is about Rm1900. It is very useful until now. But i bought it at the eleven hours so only one of my assignment was done with this baby.
2) New shoes
The Dr Cardin shoes costed me Rm90 after discounted. It was so funny-the real price is Rm140, but later when i went to KL 2 months after that I saw It is only RM65 in Berjaya Times Square. ermmm. later on i bought another pair DC brand cost me RM60 after bargaining in Chinese language. But this is a fake DC shoes, i know but it is cool.
3)10 Kg single Dumbell set.
you can't see it! It is only the case. ermm. Since I found out that my body need some work out, I bought this RM60 Dumbell. At first i was so dedicated to build my body (even Lance said he wanted a body like me when he is in my age) but during exam i gradually stopped and no more nice builded protein in me. Ermmm 2006 I'll try my best to work out daily.4)the Sonico
Nice to show off without regret. A very painful process of making this sonico. It is hard to take care and not everyone knew it and i mostly cover sonico even i was in the washroom. Costed me RM60 after bargaining to the indian tattoo maker with his unclean tools.
5)oh ya one more the UTM suiter....RM45. It was very nice to show off with this suiter especially during th ICG in genting. Ho ho ho!
So I guess overall it is RM 2215...........
What is the unclassified things...
I don't know. ermmm toiletries, comics, piercing, sponsored friend, electrical item registration and others.
Balance
according to the calculation above, I suppose to have RM435. However I only have RM100 in my pocket and RM100 more in my account....RM200. Where is the others Rm235. I couldn't figured out what I had done to my money.
Summary/resolution
I need to control my expenditure. Next year no more expensive stuff. No more trip except cheaper and important visit. No more food, because i won't be bringing my cooker and mini fridge to UTM anymore. Control meal. No more Top Up because I already sold my mobile phone to Chelsea Amanda, my cousin. No more taxi except there are share among friends for the fair. No more expensive stuff as the previous one suppose to be enough already.
I made such resolution because of knowing that I will be only get less than RM2000 for the PTPTN loan. I wonder how much is the registration fees for the 2nd semester. Money! money! Money! Where's my money~...
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Can't be a first Class Student anymore. Second semester...here I come. gulp!!~
The Boots
Thanks to Audrey who uploaded this pic to her blog and I grabbed it without permission.this model of Cos-play is my aunt, Auntie Jay. She went back to sabah to celebrate Christmas...Hope you enjoy the trip Auntie Jay.
Focusing on the boots, I designed that boots, well not too proud of this solidly boots. I got the idea from Dota All-stars, the boots of speed (Which cost of 500 gold in that game and very important to escape from being assasinated at the early level.) but to make it look more elegant, i made it double side of laces. With the help of Lance and Louis, I finished them in 4 days.
Not forget to mention about the apparel, it was designed and done by Auntie Vianey. It is passionately sewn by her and it look like she could make a bussines with it. But i could see that the size matter here. Previously, Auntie jay tried it on and she fit it just nice. however, the clothes looked big here. Well Auntie Jay turned thinner in Sabah?
Ya...where the heaven the sword come from...it is suppose to be an archer. ermmm it is still nice and just like the cosplay in japanese anime. The costume represent Queen Nzingha of Matamba But it is very different from the original version(of course lar) yet Auntie Jay Used the profile of Queen Amazon Tin Hinan in respect to the theme of the year Christmas Ancient Royalty. But Both also military Queen and from Africa lorrr....Ermmm now what quizzing me, how far was this costume gone through the competition. After judging the other contestant it is very no hope for this Amazon Queen. ....Sob sob!
Nzingha, Amazon queen of Matamba, West Africa (1582-1663) She was of Angolan descent and fought against European slave traders. She was a very competent military leader
So, I had missed out this 2005 Christmas Celebration (actually from year 2001 to 2005) but at least the boots bring my Christmas Spirit back to Sabah. beware year 2006!!!!!
See more picture on Audrey's Page.
http://www.20six.co.uk/msaudreyc
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Christmas??
Nah...
No Christmas for rpoyomega
So many trees so littlt time.
woke up at 1 pm. no church. no more holy day...yet college holiday is over.
Planned to skipped class for one more week.
damn.. no Christmas...I am not used to it.
woke up at 1 pm. straightaway sinned to the others.
Dota-dota dota. until Lance woke up and played together.
My stomach hungry....So KFC with them.
Only eat Rm4.90 fillet. shit. So stupid.
Now dota dota dota for christmas..
No Christmas for rpoyomega
So many trees so littlt time.
woke up at 1 pm. no church. no more holy day...yet college holiday is over.
Planned to skipped class for one more week.
damn.. no Christmas...I am not used to it.
woke up at 1 pm. straightaway sinned to the others.
Dota-dota dota. until Lance woke up and played together.
My stomach hungry....So KFC with them.
Only eat Rm4.90 fillet. shit. So stupid.
Now dota dota dota for christmas..
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Thursday, December 08, 2005
My Result...!?!?!
The check I made was the last day for viewing the result from internet - 5th Dec 2005
Too bad my Laboratory Practical only B+, I thought it was easy to get A for practical, as long as I submit the report. But things are not easy in University.
Next - I felt grateful to get C+ for soil Mechanics, this subject wasn't my favour. Geeting C+ was already beyond my anticipation. But someday I hope I could do better in this important subject.
What I concern most is my calculus result...I wonder why there is no result posted yet. Usually calculus Lecturer do their job immediately after the exam. On the other side of my head say that I didn't get the result because I skipped Calculus Class more than 20% of the attendance, however according to the rules of UTM academics department, if student don't manage to attend class for 80% of the attendance, he or she will not allowed to take exam. But I wasn't told not to take the exam last time, and more over my Survey Engineering result given None and the other one - Survey Practical, TD means 'Tarik Diri' or 'Quitted', so i guess the calculus lecturer haven't updated the result notification in the web yet. Yeah, I did sit for calculus paper and it's totally sucks. So, at this moment I just anticipating for the calculus result haven't been announced yet.
Oh ya this Blog was written on the 9th Dec 2005 at 4 .32 pm - Blogger.com didn't allowed user to change the time entry anymore, So I want to make it true manually....I just chatted with Aunty Diding in yahoo and now waitting for the weather to cool down and Aunty Jay and I will go to Dedap to safe the self-Unstopable Godlike Dota-allstars players, Lance and Louise
Too bad my Laboratory Practical only B+, I thought it was easy to get A for practical, as long as I submit the report. But things are not easy in University.Next - I felt grateful to get C+ for soil Mechanics, this subject wasn't my favour. Geeting C+ was already beyond my anticipation. But someday I hope I could do better in this important subject.
What I concern most is my calculus result...I wonder why there is no result posted yet. Usually calculus Lecturer do their job immediately after the exam. On the other side of my head say that I didn't get the result because I skipped Calculus Class more than 20% of the attendance, however according to the rules of UTM academics department, if student don't manage to attend class for 80% of the attendance, he or she will not allowed to take exam. But I wasn't told not to take the exam last time, and more over my Survey Engineering result given None and the other one - Survey Practical, TD means 'Tarik Diri' or 'Quitted', so i guess the calculus lecturer haven't updated the result notification in the web yet. Yeah, I did sit for calculus paper and it's totally sucks. So, at this moment I just anticipating for the calculus result haven't been announced yet.
Oh ya this Blog was written on the 9th Dec 2005 at 4 .32 pm - Blogger.com didn't allowed user to change the time entry anymore, So I want to make it true manually....I just chatted with Aunty Diding in yahoo and now waitting for the weather to cool down and Aunty Jay and I will go to Dedap to safe the self-Unstopable Godlike Dota-allstars players, Lance and Louise
More music
So after KL trip, life is even worse though I had the unlimitted internet connection. Very boring. So what I did previously. I watched DVD's, special regard to Princess Mononoke - a very good storyline and Characters but my aunt say she already watched this movie for the 20th times and the whole world already viewed it last time. Well I guess I was too late but I won't mind because at least I had the chance to see the famous Anime.
Other than that - I downloaded a lot of songs. I just started using LimeWire to download. It is easier to find audio or video source using this download manager but my friend, ajax - said it is vulnerable for sprware to do it's spying job on my computer. But I still use it, stupid stubborn that what I am.
I had downloaded most Pop Idol songs - Gareth Gates, Will Young, Kurt Nilsen, Kelly Clarkson, Ruben Studdard, Fantasia Barrino and also some other songs from Westlife, Il Divo, Mariah Carey, Stefanie Sunand more, Illegaly.
I want to mention Westlife new album the song "When You Tell Me that You love Me" featuring Diana Ross. Hooh! I amazed by Mark voice...He sang out high note, I wasn't sure wether it is Falseto or real voice. He also sang sharply to the note and surprisingly Shane only back up singer.
My Game! Urgh...I began to be a procrastinator.
Other than that - I downloaded a lot of songs. I just started using LimeWire to download. It is easier to find audio or video source using this download manager but my friend, ajax - said it is vulnerable for sprware to do it's spying job on my computer. But I still use it, stupid stubborn that what I am.
I had downloaded most Pop Idol songs - Gareth Gates, Will Young, Kurt Nilsen, Kelly Clarkson, Ruben Studdard, Fantasia Barrino and also some other songs from Westlife, Il Divo, Mariah Carey, Stefanie Sunand more, Illegaly.
I want to mention Westlife new album the song "When You Tell Me that You love Me" featuring Diana Ross. Hooh! I amazed by Mark voice...He sang out high note, I wasn't sure wether it is Falseto or real voice. He also sang sharply to the note and surprisingly Shane only back up singer.
My Game! Urgh...I began to be a procrastinator.
Monday, December 05, 2005
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