Monday, September 26, 2005

Malaysian Idol~

The final had been shown on friday. I was so excited to see both of my favorite contestant went for the final...Nita and Daniel. Both Perform very well but I prefer the elegant Nita. She tried her best ever...all out. Powerful vocal and reaching the impossible peak. Both sang the Malaysian Idol 2 single 'MIMPI'

on Saturday there was the Result show. They started with the appearance of the previous season of Malaysian Idol...I was glad to see Jac perform again. She sang out her Malaysian Idol Single "Geminlang" unto the fullest. her voice catched Everyone-EVERYONE attention. Moreover her voice was no compared to the first or the second season contestant. then the show continued with the performances of the second idol contestant. Finally the Result announced and Daniel was the winner...I'm not agreed with this but what i could do. I did vote for Nita twice. I hope Nita will realease Album...I'll buy.

Well for the next season...I hope i'll have the gut to try my voice. Hehe...A friend of mine jojy told me he Won't join cause he need to study first....as for me, Idon't mind to extend. heheh.

Monday, September 19, 2005

Westlife~

Westlife is going to release their 18th single this October-"You Raise Me Up"...I can't hardly wait. I got one shocking news about one of westlife member. It's Mark Feehily.

I was so surprise by this news...Im proud of Mark whom dare to tell the truth.
What I mean is that, it's a brave decision...and it's right because this will i understand that it's hard and not everyone can do it. It is his choice...to speak out about his sexuality so that no more rumour or news about him...

But after knowing this, whenever I sing westlife song...I feel weird. I love this cause it's make me feel westlife never be a boring song...

Here is the copy of the news:

He's a heart-throb admired by millions of fans around the world... and today Westlife star Mark Feehily has taken the brave decision to reveal that he is gay. In an astonishingly frank and moving interview in today's Sun newspaper, the singer decided to tell the truth about his love life for the first time.For years the Irish-born singer has avoided questions about sexuality. But today he feels the time is right to come out in an exclusive Sun interview.

Mark, 25, says: "I want people to know the truth about my sexuality. I am gay and I'm not asking for any sympathy, or to be a role model to anyone else."I simply felt it was the right time for me to let people know the truth."I've never tried to hide who I am from anyone, but I'm a very private person and in the past I haven't felt the need to say anything about my sexuality."But I want people to know I'm very comfortable with who I am."With Westlife Mark has had a staggering twelve No 1 singles, won two Brit Awards, an MTV Europe Award and had five multi-platinum albums.He is also a pin-up for teenage girls around the world who camp outside the band's hotels hoping to catch a glimpse of their heros.

While his bandmates, Kian Egan, 25, Shane Filan, 26, and 26-year-old Nicky Byrne were all aware of Mark's sexuality, it will perhaps come as a surprise to his army of fans.Mark explains: "I'm not worried about how people react because I’m happy being who I am. My close friends and family – the people I love – have been incredibly supportive to me and that’s what really matters."I think the culture we live in today is different and that people’s attitudes towards homosexuality have changed. I don’t think my life will change dramatically as a result of me doing this interview today."I’m still the same person I was the day before. I’m sure Westlife fans will be pleased that I’m happy. I don’t think it changes anything.

Mark, from a tight-knit family in Sligo, north west Ireland, is currently in a long-term relationship with singer Kevin McDaid. Kevin, 21 was in a boyband called V and the pair met a few months back.Mark explains: "I’m a very private person and I don’t think I owe it to anyone to go into details about my relationship. But I would like to say that I’m happy, and that I’ve found someone who is a real companion. It does get lonely being on the road with the band sometimes and I’m very happy now I’m in a relationship with someone who makes me laugh."


All the lads in Westlife have settled down and are in relationships, so why can’t I be? "I haven’t gone to great lengths to try and hide anything from anyone. But now that I’m doing this interview today, perhaps it will be a bit easier to get on with a normal life. In a way I don’t see coming out in this interview as a big deal. "I told my parents a few years ago and they were absolutely fantastic. "They gave me a big hug and told me it didn’t matter – they totally accepted it and I know that they love me. "Their only concern was that I might have been suffering trying to keep it a secret. "But my parents and two younger brothers were amazing. "We’re a very close family and that’s been a tremendous help to me."And the lads in the band are among my best friends in the world – they have been there for me whenever I’ve needed to talk anything through. "They are pleased that I am comfortable with my life.Westlife have sold an impressive 34million albums around the globe and are planning to release a new album in October.

Mark is convinced his announcement will have no impact on the support the band enjoys from their incredible fan base.He explains: "What I’m really doing today isn’t really any different to what lots of other people have to go through in their lives. Everyday there are people worrying about how their families react when they tell them they are gay."I’d like to tell everyone not to worry about that because in my experience everyone has been supportive of me. My home town is so small and close-knit that the people there are just proud of what we’ve achieved as a band. They still treat me and the lads as they always have.

"The way I’ve always seen it is that when I was a little boy I wanted to be a singer. I didn’t want to be famous – I just wanted to sing."And that’s the way I’ve always tried to live my life."I’m sure after this interview those who didn’t know the truth about my personal life will move on and see that I'm normal like them."

Source: The Sun

I think Mark is a great person...

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

all the days after the 'deadth' of my friend 3315 nokia.

my phone drop in the water...well I didn't care much cause i had plans to buy new phone...

N-gage 2 right after i get my PTPTN loan.

But I realized that my life is totally doesn't right...It's hard to contact others...especially ^Tina^...though she knew it already...but I can stay any longer...
I tried to borrow phone from friend- Dee. I found out that only the battery of my phone doesn't work...so I have to get a new battery...But with Dee's battery i could contact her ...

It's Moon Cake festival now...Im so glad cause i loves the cake. It's irresistible for me...I dare not to share with other people if i have one cake...I never want to share hehe...^Tina^...helps her friend sell this festival cake for only rm3... wow! Im glad ...very much...

I had drop the poisonous subject...which almost killed me in the cold exam room. Survey engineering test which i just left the room when i couldn't answer the paper. I dropped it...and already approved by both Mr Radzuan(my survey lecturer) and Mr Hidayat(My academic counsellor). Now i only have 12 credit hours as a burden..But next year i could be in vast trouble to take back this subject with other more challenging subjects

Yesterday i presented the Soil Mechanic Project...I hated it cause i haven't ready yet but my other group member also didn't make themselves ready...it's our group problem to put a lot of hope to the others...I present it badly and answer the question even worse...hope to get some mark...I never want it to be happen again...

for Malaysian idol- Faizull was out.. haha left Nita, Farah and Daniel... I think It's time for daniel, But I can't make it to watch MI this week because I have LLDS camp...she joined it and Im happily join it too. ok then...

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Die, I'm killing myself #####

I'm killing myself last night.

Yesterday (tuesday) I was so happy to get my VB result...but the next day during Survey engineering Test....I kille myself...I did no revision-just little stupid last minute revision. Targeting that the question suppose to be easy. When I look at the paper- it was a deadly question for me...yet the qir-cond are so cold and I feel more chilled inside...The lecturer saw me who can't answered, and give out a sign of WHY?...a few minute after that I raised my right hand calling the lecturer.

"Sir, I don't think I can answer the question and Im thinking of dropping this subject. May I go out now" I said to him with a pale face.

"Who is your lecturer?"He asked me and I answered he is the one "Why dont you go and see me if you got problem before this?" He continued

I couldn't answer then..."OK!" He concluded. Then I went out...

damn! I never thought that this could happen...God Please guide me to your way. I think I m gonna settle down this problem on the following week.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Yahoo

Last Night I've decided to be good...Haha..To be faithfull..In order to do that I have to think about god-Jesus Christ. Im gonna develope slowly. Thanks to the lord for blessing me such beautiful thought and action.
This late morning, I was so happy when the Computer Programming lecturer showed up or test result. mine was

6. 850617125171 84

Wow I got 84 marks in Visual Basic test...Thank god. Im very proud of myself. I dont care how much the others got. Well my trick was to read for the last two hour before the test...im serious I did revise on the last minute...I thought it's gonna be easy because I had the basic on Java Programming and Im not suppose to worried so much. that's why I make on the eleven hours. The Computer programming got contribute 3 credit hour...a high weight for Civil enggineering student. But I did it...So I got the 6th rank...hahah...

Thank God...

Monday, September 05, 2005

My Holiday (Semester Break)

It's a short break, only one week-9 days. It was full of fun and memory. Firstly I joined choir Utm for the It's a short break, only one week-9 days. It was full of fun and memory. Firstly I joined choir Utm for the Convocation preformances continue Merdeka as the Utm Choir perform after the countdown. i didn't count how much would i get for the performances allowance...I did something that i like and i would be paid. Isn't that worthful!~

On the 31st August on tuesday, I went to ayer keroh Malacca for Choir Camp. I hope I could met my friend-Roddy who stay near there, but didn't have the chance at all. we stayed at reserved forest of Recreactional park in Ayer Keroh. Over all the camp is still ok...except the GAY senior, they were obviously gay. They always talked the dirty things and wanted to at least touch the junior. On the first day camp, they found a long tied rubber band-which the girls usually play jump the rubber rope. without any doubt they played it in front of the girls. Damn they are sissy too!...the food for the camp were very economic. One thing that very funny was they (organizer) didn't plane the budjet wisely earlier. they brought us to the Malacca Zoo. After seeing the entry fees which is very expensive, we just took photo at the main gate. same thinds happen when we reached the crocodile farm. then we stopped at McD for "pay your own" tea break.

the next day, we had jog in the morning, played some games in the late afternoon and we had talent night that night. The games we play was what the Gay played yesterday. So I just played it for the sake of my group and we won. But I hated the scene when the Gays jump over the rubber band. They were softer than then girls and worst. Then we played some Malay's traditional game. my group lost.

At that night, we had a 'Camp fire light dinner'. It's stupid cause we just ate there and proceed the next seesion at the stage near by. Ok larrr maybe they wanted us to enjoy real camp experience. My group perform the "Poison and Green tea" more to Juliet and Romeo story- I was the one who suggested this idea. The comment was 'Cute'. then we ended the night with singing some of the song we learned and practiced during the camp.

I learned a lot of new songs, 'Johor Negeriku' , 'Sejahtera Malaysia', and three new editted song...forgot the title already. The nest day on friday which was the last day of the camp, the camp ended with photo session. I posed as good as I tried to but I didn't smile...I wanted my self no more smile in a photo. The bus would arrived at 3pm, despite it was still early, Nicky one of the senior-a good one brought us out to Sentral "the best bus station in SEA"and Tesco "a cheaper shopping mall" by bus. But I didnt go for Tesco as i had been there before with nicky to buy some food for the camp on the first day. another reason was I need to go to Genting
Highland for the final activities for this semester break which was the ICG. From Malacca I have to have a transit at KL Puduraya- i 'd rather called it BUDUH raya cause of the bustling and hustling condition there. I was accompanied by Syikin one of the cutest malay girls in UTM choir group. She want to get back to her hometown which is near to BUDUHraya. After i bought my ticket , I got my right ear pierced for rm6. I like my new look. hehe

I bought some doraemon comics for me to read along the journey to the highland...I am very tired to write. perhaps I'd continue next time....I don't have photo to attach to this blog-maybe I should get some from other choir members as well as during the ICG memory too!